#16 Inspired To Update

I was supposed to sleep but, what the heck... here I am.

Had two concurrent MSN conversations and read one good long blog entry from the brother who commented on my previous post. T.H-A_N~K+S! A Billion to all three of you.

I sure am not at all qualified to say this, but I'm proud of y'all.

Its funny how my energy levels peak at 3am in the morning.

And a shout out to Jeremy and Samuel who are still awake sitting at the same computer terminal 3am in the morning. I wonder what you two are doing there...hmmm.

It's funny, because just a week ago I had my Medical Check-up. I fainted after they pricked my middle finger for a blood sample. Well, blacked out. So if anyone wants to check out if the blood they're seeing is real or synthetic, just call me along; if I faint its real and vice versa. The funny thing is this, when they drew one vial of blood after that I didn't black out.

The medic said it was due to some form of shock (can't remember the exact terminology). Well I researched and I surmise that this is what happened: when I saw the blood my heart started beating faster. Because of that the body's sensory functions recorded (falsely) an excess of blood pressure in the heart when the blood pressure was normal to low. As a result blood is pumped out of the heart and I black out due to low blood pressure in the heart. (I guess, I'm no cardiologist, but it doesn't hurt trying to find out)

I'll admit this, but while I was at the stage of blacking out, I was like...omigosh don't die (even though I've experienced it like tons of times, e.g. P6 B.C.G, Sec Sch vaccinations which I never fail to black out). I'm still so young. Retarded I know, but hey, when your in that situation, tell me about it.

And a good piece of news. I'm no longer going to be a "bracist" a.k.a someone who wears braces according to the folks at RP, in less than 12 hours' time. MWAHAHAHAHAHA, NEL. :D

But that's all a nice cover for existing issues I'm avoiding. God bless me with the real stuff at hand. Let me hold You by the tip of Your sleeve if need be; I never want to let go again. Ever. Give me a peace of mind to overcome guilt. Courage to overwhelm my instinctive fear and trust to believe in You and therefore myself because as it stands, I'd rather entrust my life to someone else to live rather than believe in what You have ordained for me. Oh and Kelvin's exams are here. Let him lift it up to You. This brother's been sorely missed during his time in Germany, but I thank You for our catch-up. And Jason's trip to Hong Kong. His green apple muffins are quite good according to my family. Make them better, 'cos I haven't tried them yet.

From a cheeky and naughty little child of Yours.
Amen.