#73 I'm Glad.

That I never could be as invisible as I thought I was.



And the people that do care are usually worn out. What an irony.



I'd like to think that I'm good with words but I'm going to have to conceed that I'm really ill at ease with expressing myself.



You know when you sing a song and the world hums a different tune. Brings me back to the time when I felt like an alien.



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Heaven Knows

Cover by Chen Weilian



She's always on my mind

From the time I wake up

Till I close my eyes

She's everywhere I go

She's all I know



And though she's far away

It just keeps getting stronger

Everyday

And even now she's gone

I'm still holding on



So tell me where do I start

'Cause it's breaking my heart

Don't wanna let her go



Maybe my love will come back someday

Only heaven knows

And maybe our hearts will find a way

Only heaven knows

And all I can do is hope and pray

'Cause heaven knows



My friends keep tellin' me

That if you really love her

You've gotta set her free

And if she returns in kind

I know she's mine



So tell me where do I start

'Cause it's breaking my heart

Don't wanna let her go



Maybe my love will come back someday

Only heaven knows

And maybe our hearts will find a way

Only heaven knows

And all I can do is hope and pray

'Cause heaven knows



Why I live in despair

'Cause wide awake or dreaming

I know she's never there

And all this time I act so brave

I'm shaking inside

Why does it hurt me so



Maybe my love will come back someday

Only heaven knows

And maybe our hearts will find a way

Only heaven knows

And all I can do is hope and pray

'Cause heaven knows



'Cause heaven knows



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And yet another song comes to mind.



I'd Really Love to See You Tonight

England Dan & John Ford Coley



Hello, yeah, it's been a while

Not much, how 'bout you

I'm not sure why I called

I guess I really just wanted to talk to you



And I was thinking maybe later on

We could get together for a while

It's been such a long time

And I really do miss your smile



I'm not talking 'bout moving in

And I don't want to change your life

But there's a warm wind blowing

The stars are out

And I'd really love to see you tonight



We could go walking through a windy park

Or take a drive along the beach

Or stay at home and watch tv

You see, it really doesn't matter much to me



I'm not talking 'bout moving in

And I don't want to change your life

But there's a warm wind blowing

The stars are out

And I'd really love to see you tonight



I won't ask for promises

So you won't have to lie

We've both played that game before

Say I love you, then say goodbye



I'm not talking 'bout moving in

And I don't want to change your life

But there's a warm wind blowing

The stars are out



And I'd really love to see you tonight



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I really wonder what tune the world is singing to right now.

#72 I Feel Like Continuing The Story

That sad tragedy.

Too bad I ain't got the courage.

The fear I can't manage.

I'm going for a job interview soon.

The past few weeks have been a repetition. And as Jason (my secondary school buddy) describes it; I've lost a bit of spark and a lot of motivation.

Time's a ticking.

Some have forgotten, others haven't.