#88 A Little Bit Of The Past

Loneliness Knows Me By Name - Westlife

Loneliness is always looking for a friend
It found me once and it has been around since then
Loneliness is never waiting by the door
It sweeps right through and it will never be ignored
Why, why was I chosen?
Why am I left without?

The love of my life, the love that I need
The love that they say is in life for free
The love of my dreams, the love that I want
Loneliness knows me by name

Loneliness knows everything I keep inside
My endless thoughts in the silence of the night
Loneliness is the one who made me see
Ain't nobody else who can make a change but me
Why, why was I chosen?
Why am I left without?

The love of my life, the love that I need
The love that they say is in life for free
The love of my dreams, the love that I want
Loneliness knows me by name

Life is more and that would be the vacant space
The cried out tears and a never ending maze
I have found what only loneliness provides
A strength within knowing I will find


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It's pretty interesting how every now and then a familiar song pops up in my mind and I am drawn back to it once again. It's been a long time since I last heard Westlife's Coast to Coast album. Maybe I should, when the sun is out.

It feels something within the four walls of my house is falling apart.

Where once I stood to support, now I am but another piece of debris laid waste in ground zero.

At this juncture I'm wondering; Is my disappearing act really as good for everyone as I once thought?

#87 Because Farplane Cannot Be Reached By Mere Mortals...

Pop. Ur. Nuts. says:
can i paste ur "survey" on my blog?
Swordsly <<>> - Kimahri @ Djose Temple says:
o.o
Swordsly <<>> - Kimahri @ Djose Temple says:
sure

So here goes nothing:

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Been tagged

Don't ask me why I'm doing this, it seems stupid but that's me -- stupid.

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B.) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

C.) Have FUN!

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Like this O_O?

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Erm... I'm greedy, so I'll have a dream that will make all of my endless dreams come true? =)

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
- That's for me (and my future darling) to know, and for you to attend and find out.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- No, I'm facing the computer -- you can't be confused about that.

#5. Do you like cheese ?
- Do I look like a mouse to you?

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- It would be better if you can love someone, and be loved back by the same one. =)

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- Let's see... does 1234567890 years sounds good to you?

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Get a club, break them up. Get a tape, join us up.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Yes. Everything.

#10. What is the most heart breaking moment for you so far?
- None. Heart breaking means I'm dead right?

#11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
- 30 years old, probably with some beard and a thicker glasses with some nerdy hairstyle. Or dead.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- Me, myself, and I (+1 which shouldn't be mentioned at this stage).

#13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- A baboon.

#14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
- I would choose rich & married.

#15. What is the first thing you do every morning?
- Get up and yawn?

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- I can't give all in a relationship frankly speaking; there's never "all".

#17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- Flip a coin. Heads, I take A. Tails, I take B. Slap in the middle, I take both to the chute.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
- I don't like friends, I like girlfriends though.

People who tag me;Kiwi

People whom I tagged;None.

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~_~"!

And how does Kiwi = Baboon?

Go figure.

#86 To TFC (The Fallen Clowns)

In case ur reading.

I.

Have.

Not.

Abandoned.

Our.

Wonderful.

Guild.

It's just a problem with x-trap. That and a little bit of DotA.

I'll be back. Soon.

P.S. Still up for our weekly outings?


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你那麼愛他 李圣杰&林隆

直到愛消失你才懂得
去珍惜身邊每個
美好風景
只是他早已離去

直到你想通他早已經
不再對你留戀
最後的你
開始了一段掙扎

你那麼愛他
為什麼不把他留下
為什麼不說心裡話
你深愛他
這是每個人都知道啊

你那麼愛他
為什麼不把他留下
是不是你有深愛的兩個他
所以你不想再讓自己無法自拔

直到愛消失你才懂得
去珍惜身邊每個
美好風景
只是他早已離去

直到你想通他早已經
不再對你留戀
最後的你
開始了一段掙扎

你那麼愛他
為什麼不把他留下
為什麼不說心裡話
你深愛他
這是每個人都知道啊

你那麼愛他
為什麼不把他留下
是不是你有深愛的兩個他
所以你不想再讓自己
無法自拔

#85 It's Said Life Has It's Ups & Downs

If so, I guess this must be my week of downs.

I've an ass the past few days. (To my family members; Courtesy of all the bottled up frustration within)

P.S. Be right back. Busy.

*Edit*

Back.

A weird thought comes to my mind.

I feel like I'm searching for a way of life. A path.

The path of...

*Oriental chinese music plays in the background*

The slacker.

*The instruments break*

I'm not sure what I mean either.

But there's more to it than what I know right now.

I'm sure of it.

#85 Imagine, Just Imagine...

All the possible reasons why you could regret.

And then realise you've done nothing at all.

Nothing to fix things.

Nothing to change the direction.

Just that aching feeling in your heart that whispered,

"Hey, you could have been honest.

But.

You.

Didn't."

It doesn't matter why.

Two years, two months fly by.

#84 I Had The Weirdest Dream Yesterday

Well actually not. It's hard to describe.

Puppy describes it as such, " Got fayt no shyt".

有缘无分.

Okay since I'm in a game with Puppy, I shall stop blogging... for now.

*edit*

My younger brother gets to be Evil three times in a row, while the poor farmers (us) get beaten up.

My DDscore (Dark Deeds score) is a paltry 9 to his whooping 22 over the course of 4 games. (minus one for me because I copied the wrong code once)

Which brings us back to that weird weird dream.

Gave me this sour feeling after I got up.

I still can feel it hours later. =/

Ah well, "gort fayt no shyt, gort fayt no shyt".