Friday, January 4, 2008

#29 Concern

I'm really concerned for the direction of each soul who tells me this,

"Now that the new generation of RP has risen up, okay liao."

The time is now. Not then.
The person is you. Not them.
The reason is Jesus. Not RP.

Just something from my heart.

I don't know words of impact.
All I know is this,
If you believe just a little,
You can move the mountains in His Name.

The time is not to be distracted by romance, desire, fame, ambition, fortune.
Sometimes people may stumble you.

There's only one true path.
A path of peace, joy, love and forgiveness.

If you don't feel any of these, then fall into God's presence.

And don't ever get caught up in the lie that you can wait a bit.

Longer you hurt, longer your heart festers.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

#27 Three Miracles @ Caregroup

Today's Caregroup was a miracle making Caregroup.

I never knew miracles could touch down so many times in one day.

I made a lot of stupid mistakes the past few days.

Like making Sharon wait for 2 hours in vain.

And asking Chun Kwee, Jaslyn and Emily to meet at the wrong place.

And staying too late till i missed last train and last bus.

But one thing I did right in my life was to receive Jesus as my Lord & Saviour in my life.

And bring it to more and more people.

My New Year Resolutions upon personal reflection:

Change others by changing self.
Change habits; sleeping & eating.
Change attitude -> running away to standing firm by God's Word.
Change decision-making process -> looking to the long-term
Focus not on responsiveness of Man but on love for people
I should not substitute love for people with level of interactivity.
I should not substitute regular sleep patterns with naps, or regular meals with snacks.
I should not substitute integrity with justification.
I should never substitute love with ill-will or take it for granted.

Equation: If God = Love
& I = Son of God
Then I = Mini Love

Now for miracle testimony:

#1. Food.

You know when I saw the food that we had prepared for Caregroup, I nearly fainted of worry. I was afraid that there was not enough.

6 small boxes of dishes (curry chicken, honey-glazed chicken, tofu with prawn stuffing, tofu with chicken stuffing, kailan, deep-fried vegetables wrapped with flour) and 1 box of 2x crabs.

NOT ENOUGH.

My head was screaming. For 11 people.

Guess what?

More than enough. I even had enough for dinner. And it only ran out when I had more than enough.

God's grace? Definitely. Because if you saw the serving you would believe there was really not enough. I checked with many people. They ate their fill.


#2. My heart was bursting today. Today was the most ministering Caregroup in ages. I felt God smiling upon us. Talking to each of our hearts in ways I cannot explain. How I wish I spoke more to Him to understand Him better.

So, ya. I <3 u Jesus.


#3. Ke Jie/Melody, Emily's secondary school friend and renewed sister in Christ. Glad for you that you decided to allow God back into your life to grow you as powerfully as He does in the rest of the body of Christ. Its going to be a new journey for you. You will face set backs, but if you stick long enough you will taste the sweetness and joy that Christ brings. The tougher the trial, the greater the reward. I see great potential in you, to be the woman that God has in plan for you. Don't be afraid that you are different. Don't let anyone belittle you. You are you, wonderfully made in God's hands.


So ya, 3 miracles in a day.

God is good. God is love. This is what happen during Love @ Caregroup.