Thursday, June 19, 2008

#90 洋葱, I Don't Smell Like One But...

洋葱 周恒毅

如果你眼神能够为我片刻的降临
如果你能听到心碎的声音
沉默的守护着你沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己像是空气

大家都吃着聊着笑着今晚多开心
最角落里的我笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我永远是调味品
偷偷的看着你 偷偷的隐藏着自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能听到我 看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就像一颗洋葱 永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒专属的剧情

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意

It's a nice song =)

In my dreams I see a different me.

One stronger, one more hopeful.

That's what everyone else sees, right?

Sunday, June 15, 2008

#89 Then And Now

Inside Out - Von Ray

I don't believe all the things I hear.
All these things I hold so dear,
I won't take for granted.
I'd always thought that you'd be there.
Now it somehow seems unfair.
You're asking me to take it.

Do you see the danger creeping up beside?

'Cause you're turning me inside out,
You're breaking all these promises we made.
Maybe time will make it right.

Our picture taken yesterday,
Slowly starts to fade away,
There's got to be an answer.
There's no use being afraid to see,
What my life was meant to be,
And take me so much higher.

Do you see the danger its creeping up behind?

'Cause you're turning me inside out,
You're breaking all these promises we made.
Maybe time will make it right.
'Cause, you're turning me inside out.
It's taking all my strength and will to stay.
Maybe time will make it right.

And do you feel the danger its creeping up beside?

'Cause you're turning me inside out,
You're breaking all these promises

You're breaking all these promises

'Cause you're turning me inside out,
You're breaking all these promises we made.
Maybe time will make it right.
'Cause you're turning me inside out.
It's taking all my strength and will to stay.
Maybe time will make it right.


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I originally planned to blog all about the thoughts that came to my mind since Saturday;

Thoughts about being merely an existence and not a life.

You get the gist.

Since sometime last year, Saturday became the day when my guilt (and regret) catches up with me and pummels my conscience to pieces.

Yesterday was nothing different.

But I guess I won't bother about the details.

I honestly can't be bothered about much more.

Making people unhappy makes me feel unhappy, but it seems to have become that which I am proficient at lately.

Only this time, sorry isn't going to help.

Sorry mom, I've been a bad boy.

I.

Can't.

Help.

It.

My life. Or lack of it.


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Everything - Lifehouse

Find me here and speak to me.
I want to feel You I need to hear You.
You are the Light that's leading me.
To the place where I find peace,
Again.

You are the strength that keeps me walking.
You are the hope that keeps me trusting.
You are the Light to my soul.
You are my purpose, You're everything.

And how can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms and You give me rest.
You hold me in Your hands, You won't let me fall.
You steal my heart and You take my breath away.
Would you take me in, take me deeper now.

And how can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me how could it be any better than this?

And how can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need,
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want, You're all I need,
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want. You're all I need,
.You're everything, everything.
You're all I want, You're all I need,
you're everything, everything.

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better,
Any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?