Repeated the same mistakes I made a year ago about 4 times now.
Realised my "giving up" would never work. Reality is such that it slaps you out of your stupidity...in time.
There's no such thing as a fairytale ending. But there is also no such thing as an irrevocable end. Or at least I haven't experienced that.
My codes continue to screw me over while my life, my reminiscence and reflection continually bring me full circle.
And I realise I'm standing back at square one.
It's not all bad though; at least I realised what I have missed out. Life; lot's of it.
This is my 2nd day staying over at Jason's (sec school mate if you guys were wondering) house. If you skip the 2 days of rest I've had in between sleep overs, I have clocked at least 1 1/2 weeks out of 2 weeks (I think, because my brain doesn't work so well) away from my own bed.
So to cheer myself up I'll say this:
It's do or die!
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